YAY..... IM BACK

It has been forever since I have been in here doing my blog. I almost forgot that i had one :) Well now that im married everyone keeps asking me how married life feels; well to be quite honest with all of you it doesnt feel any different than before. Nothing has changed really in our relationship and lifestyle so it is just another old day for me and Jason. There has been some talk of already trying to have kids but there is no immediate plan for action. Okay well time is short for me this week and it is time for me to go back into work so i will try to blog later on in the week.

my nerves

Everyone and everything is getting on my nerves here lately. Jason is sick right now and is dirtying up the house and so i have no time to clean it up. He has not helped at work or anywhere for that matter. I am stressed with all the wedding prep and trying to get the house in order for the family coming next week. I am having a lot of evil thoughts right about now and I feel the "bridezilla" coming out in me. I swore i wouldn't be that but its happening anyway and I blame JASON. I don't care if he is on his death bed or if he lost his legs he better get up off his butt and help me out; or him getting out would be nice too. I dint feel that I'm being too harsh on him I had the flu not too long ago and I still went to work and did house work, just not as much as i usually do. Now doing my work and his work plus (trying) to do a little house work at a time is not working and one or more things are going to be left undone. And if Jason gets me sick I'll **KILL him!

**not to be taken literally, but I'm seriously thinking about it. I need some happy pills ( psst Tina mail me some of yours)

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Work has been so stressful right now for me; our church does a play every year called The Living Cross; maybe you have heard of it or maybe even seen it, any way we have not been getting out of work till the wee hours of the morning. Although overtime is nice and greatly needed my sleep and much needed beauty rest is needed more :) Less than two weeks to go now on our wedding and I am sorry to say that the "bridezilla" is starting to come out in me. Tomorrow I must put on my fake smile for the pastor as we are going to meet. I'll let y'all know how that goes later. Yeah so I'm really tired and everyone is just seeming to get on my nerves right now. On top of that I might be going to get Rebecca a little earlier than expected and she will be with us for two weeks. Tomorrow starts my first full day working at the church and I am relieved I don't have two jobs any more. Hopefully I will be getting some more sleep here soon.

AS IF THINGS WEREN"T MESSED UP ENOUGH

OK so the last time I posted I told y'all about my eye. That is getting better. Now for the new twist in my messed up life; and for all of you relatives this post should be especially interesting. I was talking with my mom the other day and was asking her some things about the wedding and the subject came up that certain other people in the family were asking her questions about the wedding and she would not answer them. Any way once I told her who had said what she became really mad and then she told me about something that had really been bothering her. GET THIS : a few weekends ago my aunt GLENDA invited herself out to their house unannounced while my mother was out in town shopping and my father was in bed sleeping. When she returned home from shopping and saw that Glenda's car was there she was annoyed, the outrage came later. As she went into the house and headed into the kitchen she saw Glenda in the bed with my dad while he was trying to sleep she had crawled her fat tub of lard butt up into their bed and was laying next to my dad!

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Me myself I had always thought that Glenda was gay and that her "friend" from church was her partner. Who knows, but she sure didn't have a good reason to be in the bed with my dad. Fat little home wrecker; my poor dad was asleep and knew nothing about it. I think that this post sounds mean, but better on here than said to her face which is what she needs. Maybe she will come to the wedding and want to converse.

Next Monday I will start my new job since I quit the last one. The pastor still has not asked me about the budget again, I'm hoping that he doesnt. There are a lot of things going on right now at the church and he realy doesnt have time to meet with us and maybe he wont. Today was fun we took the kids swimming at my work place... they have a big olympic indoor pool. Although I have to say saddly that my day was then ruined when I took the kids home to get ready for bed and I realized that Jasons ex, Twila, had not packed the kids any clothes proper for them to wear for the following day to church and nothing to sleep in. Not even a change of underware. This woman is realy testing my nerves! We asked her if she could send Yvette's shoes (that WE bought) on the weekend of the wedding and she of course refused and proceeded to curse in front of the children again. It is sad ( well not really) to say that next week we are filing papers in the courts to take the kids away from her.
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On a good note I have seen great progress in my atempts to potty train Baylen before he turns 5 and goes to school. That is a whole other blog to post and im tired and going to bed. Hopefully I will be able to post tomorrow, talk to you all later.

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OK .... so I am having a little trouble understanding my pastor right now. I know he means good by what he does, but he has requested the me and Jason write out a detailed budget so that he might be able to see what bills we owe and how much money we make each year. I am failing to see why he needs to know what our bills our to marry us?!?!?
I know that financial difficulties are the number one reason for divorce, but I don't see why my pastor needs to know how much money I pay out for bills. I don't know if it just ridiculous or if I'm just over reacting about this situation. If we do not comply with his "pre-marital requirements" he will not marry us; and it is a little late to be trying to find another pastor right now.
On a different note I have totally completed my veil and have mailed out most of the invitations. :) I think my excitement has maybe gone up a smidgen that is until the little situation above.

A SHOCKER

OK so i was talking to my mom the other day and she was telling me that my dad was trying on his suite that he has for the wedding, it was a little snug. He has been doing the Atkins diet again top loose some weight for the wedding( surprising to me). Now he has gave up some more BEER to drop even a few more pounds. He lost 50 all together now. This really makes me happy that he cares so much. Especially since he has said before that he would not stop or give up his drinking!