Thursday, April 5, 2007

my nerves

Everyone and everything is getting on my nerves here lately. Jason is sick right now and is dirtying up the house and so i have no time to clean it up. He has not helped at work or anywhere for that matter. I am stressed with all the wedding prep and trying to get the house in order for the family coming next week. I am having a lot of evil thoughts right about now and I feel the "bridezilla" coming out in me. I swore i wouldn't be that but its happening anyway and I blame JASON. I don't care if he is on his death bed or if he lost his legs he better get up off his butt and help me out; or him getting out would be nice too. I dint feel that I'm being too harsh on him I had the flu not too long ago and I still went to work and did house work, just not as much as i usually do. Now doing my work and his work plus (trying) to do a little house work at a time is not working and one or more things are going to be left undone. And if Jason gets me sick I'll **KILL him!

**not to be taken literally, but I'm seriously thinking about it. I need some happy pills ( psst Tina mail me some of yours)

Sunday, April 1, 2007

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Work has been so stressful right now for me; our church does a play every year called The Living Cross; maybe you have heard of it or maybe even seen it, any way we have not been getting out of work till the wee hours of the morning. Although overtime is nice and greatly needed my sleep and much needed beauty rest is needed more :) Less than two weeks to go now on our wedding and I am sorry to say that the "bridezilla" is starting to come out in me. Tomorrow I must put on my fake smile for the pastor as we are going to meet. I'll let y'all know how that goes later. Yeah so I'm really tired and everyone is just seeming to get on my nerves right now. On top of that I might be going to get Rebecca a little earlier than expected and she will be with us for two weeks. Tomorrow starts my first full day working at the church and I am relieved I don't have two jobs any more. Hopefully I will be getting some more sleep here soon.